a fun day

Right now I'm drinking coffee... BAD DECISION! But yea.. I'm kind of tired I slept over Mika's last night and then today I chilled at home, went to Radio Shack and then went to the apartment Jackass left me his cat since he lied to his mom about it being his, and so I felt really bad for it.. I mean it got ditched by it's owner, what an asshole.. so I played around with the cats and stuff.. man do I love them, it's funny though he leaves his cat, but takes my cat and won't give it back unless I return his games.. that I bought for him even though he cheated and shit.. scumbag.. I mean that's sick.. I don't know what he's thinking that he's entitled to them.. he must be crazy.... had some friends over (Alle, Jon, Trev) and went to Caribou and chilled with Sonali, Audra, Adam, Celia, Sarah,Trevor,Scott, Ogi, Julie, and Vasu because Sonali is leaving! ARGH! WHY???? You can't leave! I will not allow it! Okay so I really don't have a choice, but it just sucks I had fun getting to know you this year and only wish we could have hung out more.. if you ever need anything feel free to call me! You have my digits,lol. It sucks but yea it was fun kicking the guy's asses in Euchre with you.. my partner! Tomorrow I'm finding a way to avoid my mother hopefully all goes as I hope and if so I'll be a really happy person, otherwise it sucks but I'll live.. coffee.. mmmmm.. coffee at 3:17 kind of stupid.. but oh well I brewed it and stuff so I guess that's what I get... tomorrow I might be trapped in the closet, worse than R.Kelly in his new song,lol. Nah just playing but I might be trying to hide and escape from the almost inevitable hanging with my mother. I'm hoping someone comes through but not sure if they will or not.. It's been a good couple of days since the past two.. I'm finally rid of him as much as it hurt at first and I do deserve better.. I always have just I didn't want to see it.. well now.. he can't hurt me.. oh he can try but anything he does I'll just make sure he goes down further because of what he's done in the past and he can only go down further.. I mean I don't know how much further he can go.. but he sure can... I've found someone else that I'm really interested in, and we just flow together really well so it's good and cool.. and right now I'm loving the single life..because it's giving me the opportunity to enjoy the company of people that matter and not have to worry about a jealous idiot.... actually if I were in a relationship with someone that wasn't such a dumbass I would be fine.. but yea I fucked that one up last time.. but not this time.. I'm checking it out before I purchase it.. giving it a test drive,lol. Nah JK that sounds bad, but I'm definetly not jumping in with my eyes closed.. I'm going to be wiser this time, and not get in so deep unless it's someone that's worthy of the feelings I have for them and treats me the way I deserve to be treated, and not just like I'm a slab of meat.. I only wish I had had the balls to have stuck with the break-up the first time than I wouldn't have lost so much at the hands of such a scummy loser.. and wasted so much time.. I mean it would have been a week and that's all but sadly because I felt bad I got back with him..so no more staying with people just because they are sad and pathetic and I feel bad for them.. I mean if it doesn't feel right in the beginning I'm getting out and not letting there be a chance for it to feel right, because it won't work.. if it doesn't feel right in the start it will only have problems later, I'm not going to get attached when this is happening and let feelings develop.. he's a loser and you don't want him. if it doesn't feel right.. I'm getting out from now on...I mean once scum always scum I guess.. pathetic loser, I hope that for other people's sake that when he next tries to date someone he knows how to treat them.... if not I hope they kick him so he's infertile and doesn't cheat on anyone else.. lol. God I love you guys! "If I were in your position, I would have done a lot more than slapped him..." From now on, no more drama and NO MORE LOSERS... woot woot!